December 23, 2011

Mimpi dan Realiti yang Berbeza ..

hmm .. hari ni ..
aku xnak tulis ape2 
tapi aku nk post Picture2 yg boleh bagi 'semangat'
KONON ! haha ..
ini quote2 yg terbaekk punye !!

People always say to follow your dreams. I want to believe and I want to say, “Ok. I will,” and then just do it. But it’s not that easy.
When you’re a kid, you always say, “Oh, I wanna be a doctor or a firefighter,” and think you can.
You say to you’re parents, “Hey mom, dad, I can’t wait ‘till I’m older so I can truly be whatever I want.”

I dream of becoming a Doctor . I spend my days on my laptop, rummaging through my mind just to find an idea that will spark my inspiration and produce something great.
I often think up a masterpiece, then a jump right onto it, and speed through like I’m running the forty. I treat my stories like a real author would, hoping that one day I’ll be discovered and live out my dream. But then, as soon as the spark comes, it dies. 

I wish I could just be what I want. I wish I could do what I want. I wish I could feel what I want when I want to feel it but I cant. I wish patience wasn’t a necessary factor in everyday life. I wish you could just do what you want without doing the million things you have to do to get there. And while I’m sitting here, waiting for my dreams to come true, I’m just hoping that I’ll be able to even be close. I even wonder if I’ll be on earth to actually have my fantasies come true.

But this topic goes much deeper than just dreaming and what we'll be when we’re all grown up. It also focuses on your social life. I don’t know one person who doesn’t want to be known. I don’t know one person doesn’t want to be acknowledged by someone outwardly special to them. Everyone wants to be popular. Everyone wants to be that good-looking boy or girl that we all either love or envy.

 I have friends like that. Friends that I wish I could be. I wish I could look as good as him, or have that one girl, or have his abs, or have his ability. But I can’t change who I am. Some say that you should just be yourself. But sometimes, you just drop that advice and wish you were someone else just so you could have a backup dream. Just so that you could be happy even if your dreams of being a pro football player or in my case an author vanish.

I’m known at school for being the class clown. I go to school sort of just to let all the stress go and be FUN. But I have few choices in the spot of the social chain I fill. I’m not what you would call attractive. I am popular, but not for my ideal reasons. I have friends. I don’t have a bad social life, but it just doesn’t feel right.

As I sit and write this, I feel like no one really knows what I want or what dreams go through my mind. My dream is a powerful one. I don’t want to sound like I’m the only one with a desire to be what they want, but I long and pray each and every day and beg god to help me make it to the big time.

No one knows what I want. No one knows what I think about. No one knows that I secretly compete against the other potential 'smarty pants' in my class. I harshly criticize their work and thrive to be better. I do everything I can to be at the top of my game. I feel like I’m going in the right direction to fulfill my dreams but there is always that thought that I might just not make it. 

The only way to be what you want to be is by going out and trying. And if you’re going to try, you might as well try hard. Don’t sit back and keep on wishing you had risked everything. Risk it now while you still have the chance. Following your dreams is worth the pain. And when you hit the pain, fight it. 

Follow your dreams, but do it knowing you’re going to face hardships and trials down the road. And be ready with your chin up and fists ready to fly because the fight isn’t easy. 

Thats all for today :DD 
tenks reading it ya ? :DD

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